My appointment today went well; we have a plan! I'll be 39 weeks on Friday, and so Dr. Brown and Austin and I have decided to go ahead with the induction. I'll go into the hospital on Thursday evening to start on Cytotec to hopefully move things along. If nothing happens, Friday morning I'll start on the Pitocin.
I'm excited....I'm nervous...I'm scared. I have so much to do and so little time left. I was upset at first that we'd be waiting several more days, but I know I need to savor the time left. Tomorrow I'll spend the day with Annah, doing some Mommy/Daughter stuff...stuff that we won't get to do for a while after Jacob comes. I wonder how she'll handle a new baby...someone to take her place as the baby of the family.
Anyway....time draws near. And although I'm afraid....(what if something happens? What if he doesn't come home with us?), I'm ready. Come on Baby Jacob....your family is waiting!
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